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I hesitate to ask questions related to this subject due to the consistent negative comments related to drone operations, but I need assitance...so here it goes...
I'm an 18 year, E-8, active AF RPA operator currently in the mid-stages of the IDES process. My PEBLO has notified me (unofficially) that I'm being found unfit. One of the unfitting conditions is PTSD. I'm currently awaiting VA ratings, but I wanted to get my ducks in a row ASAP. I have 1900 "flight" hours with a majority of those in a combat role. Approximetely 600 of those combat hours were performed while physically down range performing base defense. Dozens of terminal guidance of kinetic strikes on baddies while stateside and deployed. While deployed, I was subject to rocket and mortar attacks same as everyone else on the base was. I'll try to break out my supporting documents as briefly as I can....
1. I have 16 Aerial Achievement medals each basically saying........ "Sergeant XXXXX expert counter-rocket defense efforts during local base defense missions directly contributed to the safety and security of base personnel. He increased the the freedom of special operations and coalition task force movement outside the base perimeter by providing armed overwatch and improvised explosive device detection, hindering insurgent activities and eliminating terrorist safe havens throughout the region". And I have one Meriitorious Service Medal that states "...While performing these duties, he provided terminal guidance for ten AGM-114 Hellfire missiles eliminating six enemy insurgents and one high value target".
2. I have numerous EPRs that spoke to employing weapons and eliminating targets while deployed and from home station.
3. Orders that confirm I was deployed to that location
4. Letters from Commander and Director of Operations who operated the aircraft with me on multiple strikes while deployed. They also confirm exposures to mortar and rocket fire.
5. I've received the PTSD diagnosis from both AF mental health and the VA. Both mention my role as a sensor operator, but don't specifically link my PTSD to a single combat event. (italics because it is concerning to me for the purposes of CRSC approval.) IMHO, it's blatently obvious what the PTSD stems from (repeated combat actions), my NARSUM isn't very specific, it states in part.... "SM experiences functional impairment in his role as a sensor operator, unable to complete mission requirements due to PTSD symptoms; poor concentration, panic attacks, and emotional reaction impair SM's ability to perform sensor operator duties"
6. Current commanders letter stating "he was placed on duties not to include flying status for his mental conditions after voluntarily seeking help following his mid-2014 deployment." and "his 1900 flight hours as a MQ-9 sensor operator have almost exclusively been conducted in combat. For three of the past five years, sgt xxxxxx was on continous rotating shifts operating the MQ-9 aircraft in OEF from CONUS. He also deployed to OEF twice and performed the same combat role while physically in Afghanistan. After returning from his last deployment in 2014,it was evident that he was being affected by issues stemming from continous, long-term combat exposure."
So, I don't know if there is a "specific event" that caused my issue, but likely a combination of many events. Upon researching CRSC requirements, I believe this falls under Armed Conflict or perhaps even Instrument of War. This may very well be a losing battle, but at this point I feel it's prudent to explore applying for it in the event I am medically retired just short of 20 years of service. Currently, I'm attempting to consult with my mental health provider to see if he'll write a memo or SOMETHING to directly link my PTSD to combat actions. Again, I found out unofficially I was found unfit. I'm currently awaiting my VA ratings and PEB summary that is due any day now. I'd appreciate any insight/helpful pointers in pursuing CRSC. Am I missing the "direct link" or "documentation" to prove that combat operations are causal? Is there anything else I can provide that I don't already have?
I ask that if you respond, please refrain from questioning my PTSD diagnosis or comparing your trauma to my trauma and if mine is "worthy". I have utmost respect for our ground pounders and have done my best to support them from above. I don't question what they have experienced on their end. I voluntarily made the decision to seek help for PTSD, a decision my family both made, and it likely has cut my career short. So, any assistance is appreciated.
I hesitate to ask questions related to this subject due to the consistent negative comments related to drone operations, but I need assitance...so here it goes...
I'm an 18 year, E-8, active AF RPA operator currently in the mid-stages of the IDES process. My PEBLO has notified me (unofficially) that I'm being found unfit. One of the unfitting conditions is PTSD. I'm currently awaiting VA ratings, but I wanted to get my ducks in a row ASAP. I have 1900 "flight" hours with a majority of those in a combat role. Approximetely 600 of those combat hours were performed while physically down range performing base defense. Dozens of terminal guidance of kinetic strikes on baddies while stateside and deployed. While deployed, I was subject to rocket and mortar attacks same as everyone else on the base was. I'll try to break out my supporting documents as briefly as I can....
1. I have 16 Aerial Achievement medals each basically saying........ "Sergeant XXXXX expert counter-rocket defense efforts during local base defense missions directly contributed to the safety and security of base personnel. He increased the the freedom of special operations and coalition task force movement outside the base perimeter by providing armed overwatch and improvised explosive device detection, hindering insurgent activities and eliminating terrorist safe havens throughout the region". And I have one Meriitorious Service Medal that states "...While performing these duties, he provided terminal guidance for ten AGM-114 Hellfire missiles eliminating six enemy insurgents and one high value target".
2. I have numerous EPRs that spoke to employing weapons and eliminating targets while deployed and from home station.
3. Orders that confirm I was deployed to that location
4. Letters from Commander and Director of Operations who operated the aircraft with me on multiple strikes while deployed. They also confirm exposures to mortar and rocket fire.
5. I've received the PTSD diagnosis from both AF mental health and the VA. Both mention my role as a sensor operator, but don't specifically link my PTSD to a single combat event. (italics because it is concerning to me for the purposes of CRSC approval.) IMHO, it's blatently obvious what the PTSD stems from (repeated combat actions), my NARSUM isn't very specific, it states in part.... "SM experiences functional impairment in his role as a sensor operator, unable to complete mission requirements due to PTSD symptoms; poor concentration, panic attacks, and emotional reaction impair SM's ability to perform sensor operator duties"
6. Current commanders letter stating "he was placed on duties not to include flying status for his mental conditions after voluntarily seeking help following his mid-2014 deployment." and "his 1900 flight hours as a MQ-9 sensor operator have almost exclusively been conducted in combat. For three of the past five years, sgt xxxxxx was on continous rotating shifts operating the MQ-9 aircraft in OEF from CONUS. He also deployed to OEF twice and performed the same combat role while physically in Afghanistan. After returning from his last deployment in 2014,it was evident that he was being affected by issues stemming from continous, long-term combat exposure."
So, I don't know if there is a "specific event" that caused my issue, but likely a combination of many events. Upon researching CRSC requirements, I believe this falls under Armed Conflict or perhaps even Instrument of War. This may very well be a losing battle, but at this point I feel it's prudent to explore applying for it in the event I am medically retired just short of 20 years of service. Currently, I'm attempting to consult with my mental health provider to see if he'll write a memo or SOMETHING to directly link my PTSD to combat actions. Again, I found out unofficially I was found unfit. I'm currently awaiting my VA ratings and PEB summary that is due any day now. I'd appreciate any insight/helpful pointers in pursuing CRSC. Am I missing the "direct link" or "documentation" to prove that combat operations are causal? Is there anything else I can provide that I don't already have?
I ask that if you respond, please refrain from questioning my PTSD diagnosis or comparing your trauma to my trauma and if mine is "worthy". I have utmost respect for our ground pounders and have done my best to support them from above. I don't question what they have experienced on their end. I voluntarily made the decision to seek help for PTSD, a decision my family both made, and it likely has cut my career short. So, any assistance is appreciated.
