groundrush
PEB Forum Regular Member
I waited two years for this moment. I open the envelope, every nerve tingling. And.... it was denied. No change recommended. I am devastated. I just don't understand. The military performed an experimental procedure on my back (disc replacement) and the outcome has ruined my life. My life is nothing more than a constant struggle with pain, and struggling with the VA to give me the meds to try to control that pain. Retirement was just a foregone conclusion!
So where do I go from here? I know that there is no direct appeal to the PDBR's decision, but I want to fight this. If anyone out there has taken any actions after a PDBR denial, please advise me what my first step should be at this point. I am totally drained in mind, body, and spirit, and now I have a new, even taller mountain I have to figure out how to climb. Part of me just wants to tie a noose and end it. But I'm not letting those bastards beat me just yet.
So where do I go from here? I know that there is no direct appeal to the PDBR's decision, but I want to fight this. If anyone out there has taken any actions after a PDBR denial, please advise me what my first step should be at this point. I am totally drained in mind, body, and spirit, and now I have a new, even taller mountain I have to figure out how to climb. Part of me just wants to tie a noose and end it. But I'm not letting those bastards beat me just yet.