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Catfish

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Since early in my career (4 years in now) I've had sleep troubles. I CAN NOT WAKE UP ON TIME!!!! I'm being sent to a Neurological sleep specialist and when he tells me what I already know to be true, ill be submitted for MEB.

I'm just trying to get ahead of the game right now and I'm terrified because I can't find any good insight on Circadian rhythm sleep disorders and how ill be rated. If I don't get answers from my MEB, I'm pretty sure ill be admin separated.
 
Take a deep breath. Hold it for 4 seconds. Exhale for 8 seconds and take another deep breath. Good? Ok, lets break this down.

First, there are a lot of reasons why you may not be waking up on time. Being sent to a neurological sleep specialist isn't a bad thing. He may actually find what's wrong with you. A little personal story:

I've been treated for insomnia since 2011. I had a sleep study done in 2015. I've been on enough drugs to tranquilize a baby Elephant and I'm still standing. There were occasions where I would be up for 100+ hours, be seeing stuff, and the doctors would watch me take my sleeping medication and then when it did nothing to put me out utter the phrase "That's not possible" Sure enough, a different psychiatrist looks at everything in my records and says to me "Well, the only suggestion I have is that we start over"

So, he changed up the cocktail of medication, did little to change my sleep patterns did a lot to mix up my day time anxiety and depression. Then he says "you need a sleep study" My reply: I had one. He was actually really cool about it when he said "Yes, I see that, but I'm ordering another one, lets just see."

Turns out. I have sleep apnea. The test in 2015 was just good enough that it didn't trigger a positive result, but the civilian doctor when he looked at the results, he went digging through my records for my retest results. I told him there was none. He said if those results had appeared in his clinic, it would have been another night for testing. After my test with him, I got diagnosed with sleep apnea and now have a C-PAP and let me tell you, night and day.

Why is all that relevant to you: your neurological sleep specialist may find something just wrong enough with you that he can make a small change and fix it. Maybe its a change in the lights in your living space, maybe its waking up to a light vs an alarm clock, maybe its medication. Whatever the solution, you won't find it until you work with the doctor.
 
I just don't like the way it seems to be headed. I fear that 1. I'm going to have a MEB and ADSEP run concurrently and 2. I won't receive a decent if at all rating from the Air Force.
 
I just don't like the way it seems to be headed. I fear that 1. I'm going to have a MEB and ADSEP run concurrently and 2. I won't receive a decent if at all rating from the Air Force.

So, let's peel back the onion a little bit to see if we can't find you some piece of mind.

#1 You seem very stressed out about all this. Have you considered going to mental health and talking to someone? The reason I ask is because stress and anxiety aren't going to help you sleep. Having someone to talk to as this situation ramps up will probably be helpful, because you sound like you are already running in the red, and the hard stuff hasn't even started.

#2 Mental Health may also be able to prescribe something gentle and light to help you fall into sleep. I've suffered from insomnia since 2011 and I've been on every drug in the handbook, some of them helped for the short term.

#3 Has your doctor been able to find the cause of this onset? TBI? Head Trauma?

#4 You are worried about an ADSEP running concurrent with your MEB process. Is there a disciplinary problem going on? Are you being written up for being late to work?

#5 Being an AD Captain at the late stage of his MEB process I will tell you that the VA was very fair about the ratings. A couple of screw ups, but there are mile markers for the appropriate appeals.
 
I'm extremely distressed. I go to Mental Health once a week and all I've gotten so far is an "Other sleep disorders" diagnosis. I don't know what to do because I can't stop being late for work! I've been going through this for a few years now and it's just now gotten to the point where I'm having to push to find the true reason behind my sleeping issues. I've consistently gotten paperwork for being late to work the past few years granted most of it hasn't made it into my pif but I am at the point now where I just got placed on a control roster and I feel like my life is hanging in the balance of a few doctors and a commander.
 
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