Well It has been a bit over a month since I had my surgery, I am pretty dissapointed so far. I honestly dont think it helped alot, if anything it may have made it a bit worse. The Doctors said I need to wait a little longer until I make the full decision though( I hope they are right).
I was put on 90 days con leave but since the USAF only will approve 30 days at a time, it gives them a great opportunity to get some red tape in there. The other day when I had days 30-60 paperwork filled out, they gave me all kinds of flak and it seemed like they were trying to make me go back to work.....from what I can tell, an AF Physicians Assistant, I guess thinks they are smarter than a Neuroseurgeon. I dunno.
And now the time has came for my MEB, I have an appt on 15 Octobur to start it I suppose. They gave me a packet to fill out and whatnot. I honestly hope they just release me from duty because I cannot do my job anymore and just look bad to all my coworkers because they work hard....I want to I just simply cannot.
PT is a big thing now as well, I cannot do the exercises like I used to be able to. With back issues and neck bulged disks as well its just impossible. I have never recieved any paperwork except an LOC for a speeding ticket.....but now they can kick you out cause of PT, the thought of that is so depressing.
Has anyone ever went thru an MEB and actually wanted to be released? Do I just tell my DR I want that? I dont want them to think I am a wackjob or trying to get out of work because I am not. I just want to be able to be released honorably and not wait a few years and potentially get booted for not complying with standards....please help...what do I do?
Sorry for the long rant and such Oxycontin makes me type wierd.
And to top it way off I think I am about to fail a marketing class that TA paid for, every since the class began I have been on hardcore medication and simply cannot think to do the work. I am sure they wont care about that and there goes 600.00 down the drain.
Thank you!

Breamo